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What now my love?

Do you know that lyric, “what now my love, now that it’s over. I feel the world closing in on me.” Well, in many ways life is ending. Not in the way that we are going to need the cans of food and bottles of water people were hoarding at the turn of the century or as I refer to it, the last time people started talking about the end of days. No, this is an end of our being able to delude ourselves that our actions do not have an effect on those around us. The end of our being able to be the “victim of life”. I know I wrote about turning from “victim to victorious” a couple of months ago but this is a time when once is not enough. This is a time when we need to hear, understand and acknowledge our part in the play that is taking place on Earth.  For too long the shadow energy of oppression has been allowed to take over and control the majority of the energy that surrounds this planet. How is that happening? Because we have been as a collective group running away from life and respo

Springtime Awakenings

Last week was the first day of Spring in my corner of the world and we have been having very nice, warm weather. The temperatures have been way above the normal range and that has me concerned. I do not usually dwell on my concerns I would rather focus on health, healing and staying well. So looking at this from a cleaner perspective I needed to refocus on how nice it is to hear the birds singing and calling out to each other. How wonderful it was to go for a walk in the woods and see butterflies. Yet in the back of my thoughts was the troubling knowledge that this was near the end of March and I live in Wisconsin. This type of nature activities, such as leaves forming on the trees, lilac buds on the bushes is not a part of what I expect for this time of year.  I know I can relax and enjoy this. I have the ability to tune into the energy of the forest and really feel the excitement and anticipation of the life around me. Yet something stays lurking within my mind that this could

Victim to Victorious

The question that keeps popping up in my head is, Victim or Victorious? This was coming through as I keep pushing against a charge that was put on my credit card for a purchase I thought I wanted to make but immediately after the purchase (online) decided “no”  I choose to wait until another time to purchase that item.   The issue arose when the company I was purchasing the product from was not listening to my pleas to cancel the purchase and instead keep using very good sales techniques to help me see the purchase was timely. needed and in fact so good what I really wanted was to increase my purchase so I would have more.  Hum, what happened then? I called again and tried speaking to someone else about the purchase who also either tried to placate me or talk me into something in addition to ... This went on one more time where I actually lost my composure and talked loudly just in case the people were actually hard of hearing instead of trained not to hear.  And then it hit m

Lighten Up!

A common theme for me in this life is to "lighten up". While I think I am light and full of love I do know my thoughts can be heavy with past memories and thoughts. As I get more clear with myself of how I wish to share my time on this Earth and the work I want to do it has become important to me to use each day fully. Be fully present with each activity I do and with each person I interact with and allow the past thoughts and images to have their own time each day. By giving my past an actual time each day to be acknowledged and understood I have freed up my awareness of Now to become an alive entity. My Now has become an energy pattern that feels fresh, clean and full of possibilities. For too long I have been victimized by the Darkness that surrounded me as a young child. I have run from it. I have hid from it. I have pushed against it. I have studied and worked with numerous alternative healing activities in my hope this would allow the Darkness to leave me so I don&

What it means to me to be called a Psychic

It was with tremendous trepidation after years of internal dialog that I chose to come out and use the word Psychic as a description of my work and natural abilities. The word Psychic has enormous energy as an archetype. Many people have a lot of preconceived ideas of what it means and it has a vibration of power I have fled from for most of my life. Why would anyone willingly come out in the open and tell people they have an ability that scares some people, has been judged so harshly through the centuries as being evil or doesn’t even exist as has been declared by other groups? I felt I would be putting  myself on trial to be judged. That is what I feel from some people a judgement of “so you believe you are better than me, or know more than I do.” To which I would like to say, “no I don’t”. I am a channel, a facilitator, a human instrument who allows a higher energy or higher intelligence to use me to reach out and help my fellow human beings and myself heal on some level. In a good

Coming into the Light

I am a Psychic and I was born with the ability to tune into a world that was unseen by my friends and family. I have always channeled information from my guides and teachers. When I was young this information would pop out of my mouth and when asked where I heard it or learned it I could not tell anyone. I really did not know other than my unseen friends might have shared it. I haven’t always used this ability. I consciously turned it off when I was 10. My mother had been murdered and I was overwhelmed by the dark energies that surrounded me and wanted to hide so the Darkness could not find me or my family. I spend many, many years successfully in hiding (or so I thought) until the time came for me to wake up. I started to consciously call back the energy and my unseen friends around the turn of the new century and now I am happy to report they are with me when I need guidance or I want to receive guidance for others. I am now a conscious channel which is a person who is aware of the

Yeah for 2012!!

As I start this new year I can not help but be influenced by all the amazing things I have heard, read or imagined would happen within the year 2012. I never did think civilization as we know it would end and be destroyed like it was during Atlantis or Lemuria. In those days when the massive earth changes destroyed the land civilization was lost. Today we see the effects and our heart goes out to the people within those nations but life goes on and our world continues.  When I went into the Akashic Records and asked for guidance on the meaning of this 2012 vibration this is the message I received; The Earth is shown to me as a hologram. Inside the Earth are multiple changes taking place that will have an effect on land masses and where water is located within the surface of the Earth. There are areas that will be shifting and changing and because of the additional strain on the Earth and it’s atmosphere due to the way we as people are using and abusing the Earth’s resources some of o