Victim to Victorious

The question that keeps popping up in my head is, Victim or Victorious? This was coming through as I keep pushing against a charge that was put on my credit card for a purchase I thought I wanted to make but immediately after the purchase (online) decided “no”  I choose to wait until another time to purchase that item.  

The issue arose when the company I was purchasing the product from was not listening to my pleas to cancel the purchase and instead keep using very good sales techniques to help me see the purchase was timely. needed and in fact so good what I really wanted was to increase my purchase so I would have more. 

Hum, what happened then? I called again and tried speaking to someone else about the purchase who also either tried to placate me or talk me into something in addition to ... This went on one more time where I actually lost my composure and talked loudly just in case the people were actually hard of hearing instead of trained not to hear. 

And then it hit me. That aha moment in time I look for with clients. When I realized instead of flowing with what I wanted I had become involved in what they wanted and was pushing against their energy so much it made me mad. And the question came through did I want to be a victim or victorious? The victim gets involved with the struggle and pushes against. The victorious person uses their calm energy to see the issue resolved in a peaceful manner. 

After thinking about this for about one minute or less I chose victorious. I did a  visualization where I called up and talked to a calm person in a calm manner and they  understood my concern and issued me a full refund. After my work with the visualization I ate lunch, refocused on other things and then calmly called one more time. I am happy to report I did get someone on the phone who listened, reviewed all the notes on the calls and then calmly stated she would reverse the charges, said this would not be a problem and if I ever changed my mind again and wanted to purchase the item she hoped I would pick their company for the sale. 

So right now I feel victorious and grateful I listened to my intuition and life’s aha moment.