Confessions of an intuitive energy healer

I have a confession to make. I work as an intuitive energy healer and I have Crohn's Disease. It has taken me years to admit to myself that although I do get great results and very often am able to be prescription drug free there are times I do need to take medicine to keep my body in good working condition. I believe I am learning how to integrate working with the Western medical professionals as well as my own intuitive guidance to build and maintain a healthy body, a sound mind and clear energy centers. Some times when I finally do admit I need help though it feels like a failure and that is something I want to release and let go of. It isn't a failure to admit you need others at times. It is a positive step to realize you are in harmony with the Universe and in its infinite intelligence there are other light beings just as caring who sincerely want to help me achieve a healthy and normal balance within my body. The frustration is the way my doctors are trained the medicines are hard on the body and mind and so I need to work even harder to focus, meditate and visualize wellbeing and bring my mind and energy centers into alignment.


So I go back to the basics the good news and how far I have progressed to help my mind focus on what is possible. I have had this disease for over 25 years and yet I have never needed surgery. By the time they diagnosed my primary disease (as they call it) I was too sick to support being cut open and there was my saving grace. I knew if they could just tell me where in my body the illness was I could help myself heal that wound on all levels and move on with life. Which I did and continue to do from time to time. But the scientific portion of my mind wants to know why isn't this healed on a permanent never to return again basis? And therein lays the source of fascination that keeps me going learning and gathering information that has been collected by others. Learning from my own guides and angels. Learning from my higher self.

Right now I am two weeks into taking the only medicine that my body will accept without too many side effects although I do have some from this drug. The drug is Prednisone. It has very known issues with interacting with the body and yet it is the only one that helps me heal the inflammation within my intestinal walls. As I go forward with the actions my body needs rights now I do plan to share this process within this blog. It is my desire and hope I am able to give others hope that they too can mend, live active and fulfilled lives and still have a chronic disease whatever that manifests itself to be.