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Lighten Up!

A common theme for me in this life is to "lighten up". While I think I am light and full of love I do know my thoughts can be heavy with past memories and thoughts. As I get more clear with myself of how I wish to share my time on this Earth and the work I want to do it has become important to me to use each day fully. Be fully present with each activity I do and with each person I interact with and allow the past thoughts and images to have their own time each day. By giving my past an actual time each day to be acknowledged and understood I have freed up my awareness of Now to become an alive entity. My Now has become an energy pattern that feels fresh, clean and full of possibilities. For too long I have been victimized by the Darkness that surrounded me as a young child. I have run from it. I have hid from it. I have pushed against it. I have studied and worked with numerous alternative healing activities in my hope this would allow the Darkness to leave me so I don&

What it means to me to be called a Psychic

It was with tremendous trepidation after years of internal dialog that I chose to come out and use the word Psychic as a description of my work and natural abilities. The word Psychic has enormous energy as an archetype. Many people have a lot of preconceived ideas of what it means and it has a vibration of power I have fled from for most of my life. Why would anyone willingly come out in the open and tell people they have an ability that scares some people, has been judged so harshly through the centuries as being evil or doesn’t even exist as has been declared by other groups? I felt I would be putting  myself on trial to be judged. That is what I feel from some people a judgement of “so you believe you are better than me, or know more than I do.” To which I would like to say, “no I don’t”. I am a channel, a facilitator, a human instrument who allows a higher energy or higher intelligence to use me to reach out and help my fellow human beings and myself heal on some level. In a good

Coming into the Light

I am a Psychic and I was born with the ability to tune into a world that was unseen by my friends and family. I have always channeled information from my guides and teachers. When I was young this information would pop out of my mouth and when asked where I heard it or learned it I could not tell anyone. I really did not know other than my unseen friends might have shared it. I haven’t always used this ability. I consciously turned it off when I was 10. My mother had been murdered and I was overwhelmed by the dark energies that surrounded me and wanted to hide so the Darkness could not find me or my family. I spend many, many years successfully in hiding (or so I thought) until the time came for me to wake up. I started to consciously call back the energy and my unseen friends around the turn of the new century and now I am happy to report they are with me when I need guidance or I want to receive guidance for others. I am now a conscious channel which is a person who is aware of the

Yeah for 2012!!

As I start this new year I can not help but be influenced by all the amazing things I have heard, read or imagined would happen within the year 2012. I never did think civilization as we know it would end and be destroyed like it was during Atlantis or Lemuria. In those days when the massive earth changes destroyed the land civilization was lost. Today we see the effects and our heart goes out to the people within those nations but life goes on and our world continues.  When I went into the Akashic Records and asked for guidance on the meaning of this 2012 vibration this is the message I received; The Earth is shown to me as a hologram. Inside the Earth are multiple changes taking place that will have an effect on land masses and where water is located within the surface of the Earth. There are areas that will be shifting and changing and because of the additional strain on the Earth and it’s atmosphere due to the way we as people are using and abusing the Earth’s resources some of o

The winds of change

So the winds of change continue to roar through the Earth’s energy grid. Whatever your leanings and opinions on the political realm it is my hope we all understand that everyone and everything within this wonderful Universe is connected. When people are struggling it affects all of us. When people are prosperous that also affects all of us. We are one big happy group of energy. We are just at different vibrations and levels of thought and beliefs. But think on this, we all desire happiness, peace, love, security. The difference might be do you feel everyone is deserving of these gifts from the Universal Source Energy. If your answer is no, then I recommend you take a moment to determine why you are not deserving. For if we are all connected and all a part of the same Source Energy and you would deny blessings towards another you are really denying them for yourself. Perhaps this is a new way of viewing the world for you. If so, I would recommend you continue on the path towards buildin

What now?

Well the last few months have been very strange for me. I was going to share my path towards healing this latest Crohn's flare. My liver was involved this time and I was nervous about that. The good news is I was able to get my liver into balance and health within 2 weeks. It was so fast it took me awhile to process. Then I realized I am in balance. I know what that feels like. I know how to support myself and my emotions so I stay in balance. So then the question becomes why did I go out of balance? That question deserved some thought. So here is what I came up with. Those of us who work with Energy and work with the Universal Source or God are good at clearing and cleansing, connecting to the light. So good sometimes that we forget or discount the importance of clearing and cleansing after each client or each day. I had been working with a few people who had liver issues. I must have taken some of their issues and internalized them. I know I was thinking about Cancer and how I wo

Confessions of an intuitive energy healer

I have a confession to make. I work as an intuitive energy healer and I have Crohn's Disease. It has taken me years to admit to myself that although I do get great results and very often am able to be prescription drug free there are times I do need to take medicine to keep my body in good working condition. I believe I am learning how to integrate working with the Western medical professionals as well as my own intuitive guidance to build and maintain a healthy body, a sound mind and clear energy centers. Some times when I finally do admit I need help though it feels like a failure and that is something I want to release and let go of. It isn't a failure to admit you need others at times. It is a positive step to realize you are in harmony with the Universe and in its infinite intelligence there are other light beings just as caring who sincerely want to help me achieve a healthy and normal balance within my body. The frustration is the way my doctors are trained the medicines

Conversations with God

07/14/10 2:05am Tonight I am unable to sleep. I find myself going over in my mind discussions with God. Yes, I am admitting I talk to God, or the energy I imagine is the Divine Being. I imagine this because the energy, intelligence I converse with is so loving, compassionate and wise. Seems to know all about me, the life I have lived and the things that plague me. Tonight I am sad. Very sad. People, mankind has me sad. I saw my grandchildren tonight and I realized even though they are young they have learned how to cloak themselves in order to protect themselves and their feelings, emotions. My grandson is almost autistic at times but I know it is an act. An act to allow himself the luxury of not being in pain. He has such depth of emotions it hurts and that is something I know, my children know and perhaps for the first time I realize most if not all of us are feeling. That is why we take so many drugs to escape the pain of our thoughts and emotions. And by burying our emotions we

Energy and Our Belief System

Our subconscious mind controls what is created in our lives.  It is through our belief systems that we create our own reality. Learning how to be more conscious allows you to co create your reality so you are attracting new scenarios and situations and bringing greater opportunities into your life.  This is achieved through changing – literally re-writing – your feelings and beliefs on a cellular level. The subconscious levels of the mind stores and collects our beliefs. It is the memories and beliefs held by the subconscious mind that literally dictate, dominate and control all areas of life, co creating everything that is manifested in our realities. These stored beliefs and thought patterns hinder and block us from living our highest potential in perfect health and happiness living life fully, "joy" fully in all areas of our lives. It is conscious co creation that will help people create joyous lives. When your heart and mind are in agreement you can choose

Begin Again

This blog is being created to help me share my thoughts about the mystical process of co creating my life with the Divine. I am so very grateful for the clarity I have received and the inspirational prompting my guides and angels share with me.  When I started the journey of being more consciously aware of the co creation process, my life took some turns I did not expect. What I had yet to learn was the true depth of co creation is to create without predetermined ideas of how the outcome would come about. This might sound contradictory but what I mean is, I am continually learning to identify things that bring me joy and that I would like to have within my life. Hold those thoughts in my mind. Move towards the joy and look for the sign posts that are always given to me on where my well being is flowing. Where the next step in my process lies. There are plenty of boulders I put in place to slow this process down but I am learning how to sense when I am about to create one and elimina